Thursday, 28 February 2013
end of winter...
The first yellow crocus and dark purple irises
huddle together precariously in the
still-arctic breeze
Above them the delicate creamy-white hellebores
dance bravely
Wednesday, 27 February 2013
Tuesday, 26 February 2013
Sunday, 24 February 2013
eleven words
I love the eleven-word structure of the 'elfje', but I'm aware I play fast and loose with the classic concept. So if I'm causing any headaches, happy to call it by any other name!
As suggested, a smallstone for my son:
Carried
by grace
beneath my heart,
child of my soul -
Poet!
Friday, 22 February 2013
Thursday, 21 February 2013
Tuesday, 19 February 2013
Spring?
Fingers of sunlight
questing through the frosty branches
and the voice of the turtle-
dove replying
Monday, 18 February 2013
Sunday, 17 February 2013
Thursday, 14 February 2013
Wednesday, 13 February 2013
Tuesday, 12 February 2013
encounters 8
Already harassed and running late
I stop at the gym
for a quick blast -
Ahead of me in the queue
two young guys who have just parked
in the disabled space.
At my turn I mention this to the freckled receptionist
and ask that management
deal with it -
(Predictably, behind me,
the disabled minibus
has parked elsewhere)
In the gym
they are disporting themselves
like young cocks
and I return to reception
a red mist before my eyes
and ask to speak to a manager
Who eventually, grudgingly
sends out a call...
Fearful of reprisals
I hide in the car
to change my shoes and
drive home carefully
angry with the arrogance of those young men,
with the indifference of the management
and most of all with myself...
Myself?
Oh yes, for no longer having the courage
to face them down myself -
for they were each
twice my size
and half my age
When the red mist dissolves
and I am walking the dog
I muse that today I understand
Yesterday's papal decision
'no longer up to the battle'
(Though I admit I am no wiser about his battles...)
I stop at the gym
for a quick blast -
Ahead of me in the queue
two young guys who have just parked
in the disabled space.
At my turn I mention this to the freckled receptionist
and ask that management
deal with it -
(Predictably, behind me,
the disabled minibus
has parked elsewhere)
In the gym
they are disporting themselves
like young cocks
and I return to reception
a red mist before my eyes
and ask to speak to a manager
Who eventually, grudgingly
sends out a call...
Fearful of reprisals
I hide in the car
to change my shoes and
drive home carefully
angry with the arrogance of those young men,
with the indifference of the management
and most of all with myself...
Myself?
Oh yes, for no longer having the courage
to face them down myself -
for they were each
twice my size
and half my age
When the red mist dissolves
and I am walking the dog
I muse that today I understand
Yesterday's papal decision
'no longer up to the battle'
(Though I admit I am no wiser about his battles...)
birdsong
In the bleak february park
treetops -
a tap-hammering woodpecker,
the rasping laugh
of a crow
and something else,
whose name I do not know
and whose song I cannot describe
treetops -
a tap-hammering woodpecker,
the rasping laugh
of a crow
and something else,
whose name I do not know
and whose song I cannot describe
Monday, 11 February 2013
encounters 7
Why I don't like the supermarket -
In the village shop tonight:
The greengrocer ('I only deal in cash')
who leaves home at 3am every day
for the London markets,
The lady vicar, as round as she is tall
jewish-american academic
in tweed skirt, striped socks
and walking boots,
Romany-Richard, black, beetling brows fierce, who
'doesn't agree' - with anything as far
as I can tell...
And me, tired from a day's work,
trying to negotiate the conversation
and buy my apples
We discuss the pope
before parting
cheerfully
In the village shop tonight:
The greengrocer ('I only deal in cash')
who leaves home at 3am every day
for the London markets,
The lady vicar, as round as she is tall
jewish-american academic
in tweed skirt, striped socks
and walking boots,
Romany-Richard, black, beetling brows fierce, who
'doesn't agree' - with anything as far
as I can tell...
And me, tired from a day's work,
trying to negotiate the conversation
and buy my apples
We discuss the pope
before parting
cheerfully
Sunday, 10 February 2013
encounters 6
His clothes had seen
better days, as they say -
Grimy green jacket,
frayed at the cuff and
hole cobble-mended,
suspicious shirt-collar
around his turkey-neck and
tired, spattered
pin-striped trousers
and slippers.
His body had failed
him too, you might say -
Hearing aids whistled
tunelessly, canaries longing to fly free,
Tufts sprouted from
strange places and there was
something in his hair,
mottled hands palsied
as he searched the old book
for the words he wanted.
But ah his voice was rich and beautiful,
clear and strong,
his smile wise and warm, and his mind
as an eagle soared
better days, as they say -
Grimy green jacket,
frayed at the cuff and
hole cobble-mended,
suspicious shirt-collar
around his turkey-neck and
tired, spattered
pin-striped trousers
and slippers.
His body had failed
him too, you might say -
Hearing aids whistled
tunelessly, canaries longing to fly free,
Tufts sprouted from
strange places and there was
something in his hair,
mottled hands palsied
as he searched the old book
for the words he wanted.
But ah his voice was rich and beautiful,
clear and strong,
his smile wise and warm, and his mind
as an eagle soared
Saturday, 9 February 2013
Friday, 8 February 2013
encounters 5
Feeling not-so-sparkly and
with depression lapping bleakly at the edges of my mind,
I call on the guys( with gingerbread-men) because
They'd pranged the van...
He's feeling blue-black too
Tired, frustrated and ranting
about this
and that.
(The milk is sour -
He makes me black tea and we shut the door
on the colleague drilling shelves
in my brain)
I sympathise but find
we are arguing
about this
and that
(I swear he argues a full
circle) We are not really cross
with each other -
just the way of things
And we part with a hug,
hilarity,
a glance of blue-white sky,
and both feeling
unaccountably
cheered
with depression lapping bleakly at the edges of my mind,
I call on the guys( with gingerbread-men) because
They'd pranged the van...
He's feeling blue-black too
Tired, frustrated and ranting
about this
and that.
(The milk is sour -
He makes me black tea and we shut the door
on the colleague drilling shelves
in my brain)
I sympathise but find
we are arguing
about this
and that
(I swear he argues a full
circle) We are not really cross
with each other -
just the way of things
And we part with a hug,
hilarity,
a glance of blue-white sky,
and both feeling
unaccountably
cheered
Thursday, 7 February 2013
encounters 4
She arrives late,
White-blond hair awry
Mascara streaked with her distress
'I'm so sorry'
There was a smash..
Oh it was horrible,
The little car was mashed
in the ditch!'
Tears follow each other down her young face
I comfort and calm
And we turn to the day.
As we load up, I point out goldfinches,
bright and unheeding,
in the tree She smiles..
Then back along the same road
to crawl, police-directed
past the concertinaed wreckage.
I shudder to think it could have been
her young, untried life
wasted in the ditch.
And later, the song from how-long back
runs through my head
'Goodbye my friends, it's hard to die
when all the birds are singing in the sky...'
White-blond hair awry
Mascara streaked with her distress
'I'm so sorry'
There was a smash..
Oh it was horrible,
The little car was mashed
in the ditch!'
Tears follow each other down her young face
I comfort and calm
And we turn to the day.
As we load up, I point out goldfinches,
bright and unheeding,
in the tree She smiles..
Then back along the same road
to crawl, police-directed
past the concertinaed wreckage.
I shudder to think it could have been
her young, untried life
wasted in the ditch.
And later, the song from how-long back
runs through my head
'Goodbye my friends, it's hard to die
when all the birds are singing in the sky...'
Wednesday, 6 February 2013
encounters 3
Young, fit and always with a smile,
she encourages our endeavours -
'Now look down and make
sure your feet are
on the end of your legs'
- and Pilates dissolves into helpless gales of
equally theraputic laughter
she encourages our endeavours -
'Now look down and make
sure your feet are
on the end of your legs'
- and Pilates dissolves into helpless gales of
equally theraputic laughter
Tuesday, 5 February 2013
encounters 2
They occupy the bench out of the wind
in the ice-blue sunshine of the park this morning
and we pass the time of day
'Tinnies' in hand they are warm and philosophical,
gnarled, chapped fingers scrunch my terrier's fur
as we touch upon the weather, the newly-planted saplings,
the litter and the passing of time...
Their concerns are much the same as mine
in the ice-blue sunshine of the park this morning
and we pass the time of day
'Tinnies' in hand they are warm and philosophical,
gnarled, chapped fingers scrunch my terrier's fur
as we touch upon the weather, the newly-planted saplings,
the litter and the passing of time...
Their concerns are much the same as mine
Monday, 4 February 2013
encounters 1
She paused in the sunshiny-yellow park
We touched the chocolatey sticky-buds
and reminisced about childhood
nature-tables
She greeted my returning terrier
And introduced me to her trusty bicycle
Ah 'my my my Delilah!'
Hours later I'm still smiling and humming Tom Jones
We touched the chocolatey sticky-buds
and reminisced about childhood
nature-tables
She greeted my returning terrier
And introduced me to her trusty bicycle
Ah 'my my my Delilah!'
Hours later I'm still smiling and humming Tom Jones
Sunday, 3 February 2013
smallstone for Filipa - unpolished
Curled like a cat on the hearth in the dusk
beneath the trees
Brown eyes gleaming and hair
reflecting the firelight -
'I have a pocketful of meetings'
she laughed
'but no appointment with myself'
So from what deep well do you draw
your refreshment
of creativity, beauty, lightness and dance,
to grace us all?
beneath the trees
Brown eyes gleaming and hair
reflecting the firelight -
'I have a pocketful of meetings'
she laughed
'but no appointment with myself'
So from what deep well do you draw
your refreshment
of creativity, beauty, lightness and dance,
to grace us all?
Friday, 1 February 2013
smallstone 1 February
A new month, spring MUST be on its way...
She chooses "Here come
the Sun", I dance homage
throughout the kitchen
and glance outside
in anticipation
For Aung San Suu Kyi
She chooses "Here come
the Sun", I dance homage
throughout the kitchen
and glance outside
in anticipation
For Aung San Suu Kyi
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